Merry Christmas 2024
Christmas has not been my thing for quite sometime now … It has traumatized me throughout the years for many […]
Restraints & Osteomyelitis
Naked, only half covered with a sheet, restrained to the bed with massively infected feet, probably osteomyelitis, again, angrily cussing
PTSD+ Update
Therapy appointment has me gut punched Growing is so hard I respond to criticism more deeply than most … it
Palo Verde Bitches
I just returned from Tucson, AZ – April 2024 – My Mom lived in Tucson for 20 years and some
Rainy Day in Las Vegas
Finished February 18, 2024, … final edit & post March 9, 2024 Disclosure: I almost didn’t post this, but I
Fall 2023
Stuart’s feet have never really healed all the way from 2021 … the diabetic wounds on his feet started around
Triggered
The walking trigger bomb struck last night … the triggers happen daily, but last night was discouraging to me …
Loser
I am sitting here calling myself the biggest loser that ever was … my alcoholic head coming at me …
Clozapine Nightmare
Clozapine onboarding, as a controlled substance, needs a blood draw EVERY week to monitor white blood cells and only 7
Fresno Psych Hospital Aftermath
Bianca calls … she’s the nurse today … need copay for the meds … are you nearby? here in Fresno?